Saviour, whose help is Yahweh

The Journey so Far

2011-07-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

This year marks 6 years of theological studies. The journey so far has been an exhilarating one. It has been a roller coaster ride of sorts. There were high moments and low ones of course. Moments to catch my breath and moments that left me gasping for breath. Overall though, it has been a most enriching and beneficial one to say the least.

6 years is a long time to study for a degree. Not that I am complaining. Through it all, I see the Lord's hand guiding me through the uncertainties as I journey towards my call.

The end is finally in sight. If all goes well, next year will see graduating. I awaited with bated breath. The end is in sight but a another journey awaits.

Lord, help me as I entrust my future in your hands.

Love is Sacrifice

2011-05-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

Love is sacrifice. It is hard to navigate through the mini storms that arise from time to time.

It requires effort and at times it requires one party or the other, even either to take a step back to reflect. At the busiest of times, when assignments abound and deadlines loom before me, that is where the storms often threaten to burst onto the scene. Often, I am left helpless and being hard pressed for time for my assignments, I am forced to shelf the disturbing emotions for another time.

Really need time to reflect. These storms are unnecessary and cause needless hurt to either party. If the relationship were to move a step further, compromises need to be made. Adjustments need to be effected.

For now, my assignments hold priority. Time is needed to work things out and time will be set apart.

Lily Neo - An Inspiration

2011-05-25T19:44:00.001+08:00

There has been alot of buzz about the recently concluded General Elections. This led me to to find out more about the political parties over the internet.

As I was surfing through the People Action Party's website, one of our MPs caught my attention. It was none other than Dr Lily Neo. Not that I was new to her. Have known her since she entered the political scene since 1996. Back than, she was a 43 year old and what struck me was her beauty and how young she looked despite her age.

However, it was not superficial youth or beauty that attracted me to her. Over the years, being one of the MPs for the Jalan Besar GRC, she has worked the ground tirelessly and constantly seeked to improve the lives of her constituents. She is often seen at community events and actively participates in charity.

Prove of her commitment towards her role as an MP has not been more evident on her parliamentary debate with the MP in charge of the Ministry of Community Development, Youth and Sports on the issue of increasing public assistance for the needy. What struck me was her boldness in raising up the issue for debate. Though she was given generic answers coupled with the Speaker of Parliament asking her to tone down her rhetoric, she persisted in bringing across her point. The points she brought up for debate were valid as she walks her talk. Despite juggling family, her medical practice and her duty as a MP, she takes time to walk the ground and connect with the people in her constituency.

Truly, Lily Neo is a true leader. A leader with the looks, brain and most importantly, heart. She is an inspiration. In an age where many are endue with power but do not use them wisely, she is truly one to look up to and emulate.

The Object of My Affection

2011-05-25T19:34:00.003+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words. So I will just let them do the talking...

Dear, if you are seeing this... just wanna say... I love you. Muack!

8 is a Lucky Number (for the chinese)

2011-05-09T22:47:00.005+08:00

This months marks my 8th month in love. Time passes by fast.

Looking back, it has not been the smoothest of journeys but a fulfilling one. It has been a journey of learning, discovery, sacrifice and maturing. Tis so sweet to be in love.

Looking forward to October, when it will be 1 year when it all started. Wonder what shall I do to make it a memorable one for both of us? ^^

If you are reading this dear, know that I am thinking of you (despite you saying i only do when i am not busy). ^^

Memorial>> 30 April 2011

2011-05-02T18:15:00.006+08:00

On the tenth day of the first month the people went up from the Jordan and camped at Gilgal on the eastern border of Jericho. And Joshua set up at Gilgal the twelve stones they had taken out of the Jordan. He said to the Israelites, “In the future when your descendants ask their parents, ‘What do these stones mean?’ tell them, ‘Israel crossed the Jordan on dry ground.’ For the LORD your God dried up the Jordan before you until you had crossed over. The LORD your God did to the Jordan what he had done to the Red Sea when he dried it up before us until we had crossed over. He did this so that all the peoples of the earth might know that the hand of the LORD is powerful and so that you might always fear the LORD your God.”
~Joshua 4:19-24~

In case you might wonder what is purpose of the above portion of scripture, just read further and you will know why.

I signed up for the Fresh Fire Conference not expecting much. If fact, my main motivation was to clear my Student Service Hours asap. This I did, serving as an usher at the annual AGM of the Assemblies of God and during the Conference itself. What I did not expect was the prophetic move of God that was so strong.

God surprised me again. I had just left my previous church and was not feeling at the best of spiritual states but my Heavenly Father had other plans. He touched me...

From the very moment Pastor Dominic, our General Superintendent, followed by the very first sermon during the AGM, God spoke to me. All throughout the other sessions during the Conference, He kept downloading into me His thoughts and probed at my slacked state. If I could summarized all that the Holy Spirit spoke to me, it could be done in two categories:

1) A new beginning
He wanted to give me a new start. Put the past behind and focus on that which he has prepared for me in the days ahead.

2) A season of multiplication
Pastor Dominic, outlined some new initiatives to revitalize the AG in Singapore and what he shared struck a chord with me. Coupled with the challenge by John Partington's challenge to 'wear bigger jackets,' I heard the Lord telling me to prepare for promotion and change in my spiritual walk and ministry in the days ahead.

That was not all...

On the second day of the Conference, the Holy Spirit again ministered to me. Moved me would be a better word. I attended the 'Spirit Empowered Youth' workshop. Pastor Julie Khoo was the speaker. She presented to us the characteristics of contemporary youth culture and shared about how the Lord called her into ministry and helped her to grow the youth ministry of her church, Glad Tidings PJ in a span of fourteen years. It was inspiring to say the least. As I listened, I just felt the Holy Spirit whispering to me, "You can do the same too." As she concluded her sharing, she proceeded to pray for the youth pastors present. After which, she asked for them to pray for everyone present in the workshop. Pastor Gwen from Trinity Christian Centre came over to me and spoke prophetically into my life. She said that the Lord sees all that I have been doing for Him these years. There have been many disappointments and discouragements but He said not to give up and press on. Hold onto the promises that He has give me. Though my hands are rough from sacrificing much for the Lord, He is bringing me into a new season. He is giving me a new beginning. Upon hearing those words, tears just welled-up in my eyes as I knew my Heavenly father cares for me and He was griding me up for mighty exploits in the near future.

That is just part 2...

Come the last day of the Conference, I text Charles and informed him that I could not make it for ushering as I felt physically drained. But I attended the youth rally held at Living Spring Fellowship alter in the afternoon. Pastor Julie Khoo was the speaker. As I worshipped, I felt the Lord moving my heart again. I was prompted to knee and as I did so, tears started to flow. I told the Lord, to touch me real deep and give me a spiritual encounter such that I have never experienced before. I told Him to visit me in such a way that this day would be a memorial like the day the Lord parted the Jordan and instructed Joshua to create a monument to remind the Israelites and their future generations of the day He exhibited His grace and salvation to them. The Holy Spirt told me, "I have already made this day as a memorial." Even as I heard the Holy Spirit, I felt it was just an appetizer and I told the Lord, "Give me a greater touch of Your Holy Spirit today."

I was not to be disappointed...

Pastor Juile Khoo preached on a message of freedom after the worship and issued an altar call. She called for non-believers to respond to the gospel message, thereafter, called for those who have not been baptized in the Holy Spirit and those who have not been practicing the presence of the Holy Spirit to come forward. She invited all those who were already baptized in the Holy Spirit to come forward to surround their friends in prayer. After which, she asked us all to worship in the Spirit. As we did so, she asked us to go further by asking God for a word as we worshipped. As I worshipped, the Holy Spirit initiated part two of my earlier prayer. I began to see a blur. I asked the Lord to make the blur clearer. The blur quickly sharpen into focus and I saw a stage setting, complete with lightings, a worship band and contemporary deco. As I continued to gaze upon the vision, I noticed a figure in the foreground of the stage. He was holding onto a microphone and he was preaching. That was when the Holy Spirit broke in and said to me, "That is YOU." My heart jumped and immediately I knew God was making known to me my destiny.

Almost instantly after I was gifted with the vision, Pastor Juile Khoo asked for those who received from the Lord to come on stage to share. Three brothers responded and I was one of them. As I made my way up onto the stage, I sensed the Holy Spirit telling me that this vision was not meant only for me but for the other youth who were gathered in the auditorium that day.

When it was my turn to share, I related the vision I received and the moment I got to the part when the Holy Spirit told me that the figure was me, I heard a resounding 'wow' from the audience and possibility also from Pastor Juile Khoo. I than proceeded to share the impression that the Holy Spirit laid upon my heart as I walked up on stage. I told the youth gathered that there were those among us who have heard the call of God upon there lives but they are either afraid or running away from their callings. I encouraged them to not run away but press on and hold onto what God has given to them. When they do so, they will begin to see a generation won to Jesus and many more young people entering the kingdom of heaven. As I shared, I heard Ryan Smith, the C3 band and Pastor Juile Khoo, sound their agreements and affirmations. When I finished, resounding applause resulted and I told them all to direct their praises to God.

However God was not done yet...

After the final sharing by the third brother, Pastor Juile Khoo asked for those who felt led to be called into full-time ministry to come forward to prayed for. One-third of those gathered came forward. I stayed behind of course. Pastor Juile Khoo than requested for the pastors present to pray for their youths who have responded. Pastor Sophia backed that up by asking all the youth present to surround their friends in prayer. As I was alone, Pastor Mark came up to me and laid hands on me. He prayed a short prayer of encouragement. He asked God to strengthen me. He asked also for God to heal me of my hurts and the tenacity to press on and not give up on the promises He has laid upon my life. Tears flowed down. Together with Pastor Mark were two sisters who also laid hands upon me. I presumed that they are his youth leaders. They are Joy and Evelyn from Emmanuel AG (Thank you girls. You spoke powerfully into my life). They prayed in tongues for a period of time, after which, Evelyn than spoke a word of knowledge to me. She started by saying that she was not sure if she heard right. She proceeded to say that God was bringing me into a new season and that even though my current situation does not reflect this new move of God, do not be discouraged and press on. She than said that God will raise me up to begin a revival. As the very mention of revival, I cried profusely. Joy than spoke to me and said a similar thing. She mentioned that God will raise me up to begin a revival. As I heard that, I started to weep like a baby. I wept because I knew the Lord was giving me triple confirmations about my future destiny. He had answered my prayer. That day, He gave me a Memorial. He gave me a spiritual encounter I will never forget in the days ahead. I know for sure that He has called me and chosen me to spearhead a mighty move that will revive the youth landscape of Singapore and the nations beyond!

Thank You Lord! Your humble servant is at Your beck and call!

A Step of Faith

2011-04-04T16:12:00.001+08:00

Have always believed that I must hear from God audibly before I am sure its really Him directing my decision making. This time though, I was proven wrong. But before I continue to blogging, I must substantiate why do I think that way.

Due to past experiences, the Holy Spirit has always spoken to me by either impressing upon me a word or through whole sentences. Furthermore, most of my spiritual enlightenments have been received through reading the Bible or listening to sermons. These have therefore, led me to conclude that hearing audibly from God is the usual for me.

However, recently, the Lord decided to prove me wrong and show me that He speaks through other mediums too or should I say environments.

Since I received my calling in 2004, I have been quietly anxious of when and where I will be entering the ministry. The Lord however had other plans. He is and always will be interested in the journey and not so much of the destination.

The Lord has tested me on my tenacity since He revealed to me about my calling. Tested on every imaginable front. Brought down to my humblest. Made to totally depend on Him for my every need.

This time, I was feeling really lousy in my present situation and this led me to seek the Lord for His audible voice telling me which direction to take. Well, to be clear, I seeked Him for a month and He remained silent. Than a thought came to me. Maybe I have been focusing too much on the audible voice that I was neglecting the other signs that were pointing to the direction that the Lord was leading me towards. With such a revelation, I started to turn my attention towards the situation unfolding before me and I realized that the Lord has been trying to catch my attention all this while. When I came such a realization, I immediately knew what direction the Lord wanted me to take. He has been trying to catch my attention all this while but I have been too occupied in trying to box Him up in the way He works.

It was a practical lesson in listening to the voice of God. He speaks not only through an audible voice but through other means too. We need only to tune our spiritual senses to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit's signals and lay down our human tendency to trust in the predictable.

Indeed, it was a step of faith!

Love = Communication

2011-03-21T11:34:00.002+08:00

Being in love has taught me more about the 'C' word. What it means and what it means to practice it.

Here are my simple thoughts:

Communication is vital in a relationship. It is what aids its growth and development. Without it, a relationship splutters along and loses its meaning. It is tedious because both parties dive into guessing the other's intentions.

When one fails to communicate clearly, it leaves the other party frustrated and wonders if the other is sincere in the relationship.

Communication is two way. When one is actively advocating it and the other does not reciprocate, it makes it hard for the active one to continue and eventually hold back.

Well, my simple thoughts on the 'Big C' in a relationship.

Time focus my attention in class... ^^

In Love at Last

2011-03-18T12:33:00.002+08:00

At last, the vaccum has been filled.

2 days ago was my 6 months being in love.

Recalling back, I found it in the most unexpected of situations. It happened in such a way that I have never thought of before. Not even in my wildest dreams.

Looking back, it could only hae been God. Indeed, He is good.

More about it next time! ^^

A New Direction

2010-04-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

It seems the Lord is plotting the next move in my life once again. I sense myself stepping into a new season in life. Though I am not sure what the next step is, I feel that my season in the marketplace is coming to an end.

Not sure what I am going to do next. Still seeking the Lord on that. One thing is for sure though. I am going back to my theological studies. Couldn't have been a better time to do so. 3 more years to complete the BTH programme and 20 more modules to go through. Seems manageable.

As I go through this In-camp-training, it's an opportunity to seek the Lord on the next direction to take. Lord I await your answer.

Challenged

2010-03-19T10:41:00.003+08:00

Three months have passed since I last blogged. Th dust and cobwebs have accumlated onto my blog once again. Feeling kinda rusty even as I penned down my thoughts.

Lotsa stuff to clear even as I take a breather to update this dusty webspace. So I will just be brief.

The last three months or so have been a roller coaster ride for me. Challenged from every possible angle and pushed to the limits. Not that I am complaining but just feel the need to release steam. Though I have had a brief experience in the outdoors industry with I, Camper before I joined Innotrek, what I got into when I joined was really a culture shock for me. Have been grappling with it the first two months but have kinda settled into the rhythm. Not that I have tranverse this wave but as I look to the One who provided me this job, I am resting my full hope in Him to help me along the way.

That's all for now. Hoepfully, the next entry would speak of better news.

Blood, Sweat, Tears = Effort + Passion + Tenacity

2009-12-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

This Christmas has really been a threshold of sorts for me. It marked the first time I have directed a youth group (SAG) to perform and also the first time I got to perform in Orchard.

The journey has been a most tedious one. It was emotionally and mentally draining for reasons best known to myself. If there is one thing, I learnt, it is how to manage people. Never easy. Never was and never will be in the future. One thing I know for sure is that the Lord's grace was sufficient for me throughout the whole process. I am glad that it is finally over and the initial feedback was encouraging.

As I stand on the brink of 2010, I am excited about the possibilities that the new year hold, the challenges ahead and new boundaries to transverse.

I am excited because I know full well that all things work for good towards those who love God and are called according to His purpose.

Divine Providence

2009-11-24T16:54:00.002+08:00

I remember the lyrics, "He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way. He will make a way."

Well, that is exactly what happened 2 weeks ago. All the while, for the last 2 1/2 months, I have been rooting for Mediacorp to reply since my last interview with the ex VP of SMA. Have been getting impatient of late as the year comes to a near close and I am still not employed full-time. Well, what do you know! Providence came in the most unexpected of avenues! Went for a 2nd recce for the youth campsite with Aloysius and he informed me that Innotrek where he is freelancing has openings for freelance camp instructors. Called the contact that he gave me and was informed by the other party that there was a full-time position too. The other party gave me another contact and I called. Well, what do you know? I was granted an interview 2 weeks ago and was informed shortly that I have been accepted by the company! "He works in ways we cannot see." The refrain rings loud in my head. Praise God!

My only concern right now, is the juggling of ministry and work. What more, I would have to study part-time in AGBC once again in order to secure the credits that I have earned through the 10 modules that I have studied for. All that was accomplised through 5 grueling years of working and studying. This leaves me with 3 more years to complete my BTh. Furthermore, the contract with Innotrek is for 2 years. I wouldn't want to waste all that effort away! Just like the promise of strength and favour that was given to me on Sunday, I am trusting in Jehovah Rohi to guide me through the next 2 years of challenages.

Lord I trust in you!

Persistence Pays

2009-11-11T02:47:00.006+08:00

Today was a victory of sorts. After several tries and almost 2 weeks on the job, I managed to master the art of foam making for Cappuccino! It happened at the most unlikely of situations. Was supposed to make Latte and to my pleasant surprise, I made too much foam for Latte. The resulting foam was enough for a cup of Cappuccino! Wanted to make sure that it was not a one off thing and went to create another cup of foam. Well, to my delight, I actually mastered the art of foam making for Cappuccino unconsciously!

Another skill learned. A personal victory!

Favour

2009-11-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

The Bible says, "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your goods works and glorify your Father who is in heaven," So true, those words. Took the bold step of working in F&B and experienced the fruits of good testimony and sound work ethics first hand. Was asked to work in the kitchen only on my second day of work. My duty? Make waffles, prepare salad, make garlic bread and coordinate the orders of customers to the chef and his team and serve them to the runners when the orders are ready. I was just focused on doing my job well, Didn't expect any rewards or accolades. Well, the chef praised me for being of great help to him in the kitchen and the boss, took noticed of my waffle making skills. Indeed, as we take our work seriously and seek to excel, going beyond the mediocre, favour is never in short supply!

Do Business!

2009-08-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

DO BUSINESS TILL I COME! DO BUSINESS TILL I COME!

This has been the refrain that I have been hearing since last week. The Holy Spirit has been screaming those five words into my spiritual ears. Have been distracted... have been losing my focus, though not totally. Now, even as I prepare to go into another job opportunity, the Holy Spirit could not have choosen a better time to scream those five words to me. Do business with the youth ministry. Empower them. Lead them. Mentor them. Help them discover purpose. Stir up passion within them. Be a big brother to them.

Yes Lord. Do business shall I. Only Lord, empower me to do so. Give me the hearts and minds of my youth.

Destiny Beckons

2009-08-03T18:39:00.004+08:00

A while ago, I heard the voice of Destiny beckon. A while ago, it seem so real yet unreal. It seem like something was going to materialize not immediately but in the near future. Indeed, my intution did not prove me wrong. Had a meeting with Stella just now and I got my answer. Indeed, a new phase beckons. A step into the unknown. Murky. Foggy. I don't know where I am headed but one thing is for sure... Thy Word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.

My Lord, I trust in You...

It was Not to Be

2009-07-24T21:27:00.004+08:00

It was not to be after all. Somehow, the M203 gunners of Pioneer Platoon were detailed to fire their M203s instead of firing demolitions. A little disappointed that I did not get to handle demolitions again, since the last time was during my active days. On hindsight, being detailed for M203 live firing proved to be a blessing in disguise as the guys who went for demolitions live firing suffered 2 blinds. Enjoyed shooting my new M203 though. Instead of the M16 previously used, we were issued with the SAR21 M203. It was good to fire the weapon after what seem like 4 years since ORD. Was blessed to witness the fire power of the Matador whose range was situated right beside the M203 range. My 40mm HEDP paled in comparison to the Matador.

A missed opportunity to fire the PLC and live demolitions was compensated with a well deserved break from work and a blind free and exciting M203 live firing. Furthermore, I got silver for my IPPT and maintained the standard! $200 dollars richer!

Woohoo! I am Wearing Green Again!

2009-07-14T12:49:00.004+08:00

In exactly 6 days, I will spending 6 days serving my country once again. Somehow, unlike most Singaporean men, I look forward to In-Camp-Trainings.

In-Camp-Trainings provide that much needed break, catch up with friends and a chance to break away form the office environment.

This time, it will be live firing with demolitions. Oh, how I am looking forward to that! Just wonder if this time, we will get to fire a live PLC. I await...

Ashamed

2009-07-08T19:17:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday was an experience in itself. Went down to the Threatrette to bring up our equipment to the Ruby Suite for our Uth Evangelistic Service and found to our surprise that there was a Catholic church using the place also for their service. Chatty as we always are, we suddenly fell into an unnatural silence, knowing that we would be disturbing them. Went to pack the equipment but an angry man came to the back stage to confront us. He told us that we were disturbin gth proceedings and we were to leave immediately. That was not the point. He spoked in a rude manner and gave Ps Angeli and the youths no chance at all to explain at all. Bore with it for a while and had no choice but to confront the man myself. Tried to speak to him a nice way and come to a compromise but he would not barge. It ended in an argument and he chase us all out when he said that we should talk! What crap! Dishonesty and crowdice to the extreme! Well, before he chased us all out of the Threatrette, he mentioned that we should bring the OCC management into the picture. Well, he did not know who was messing with! Call Donald I did and explained to him the situation. PS Angeli called Sister Molly who promptly called the OCC sales staff who made the booking for us. In the end, the Assistant General Mananger of OCC came down persoanlly to settle the issue and we manged to get our equipment out for practice.

Well, if you are reading this entry, beware... don't try me. Don't step on my toes, especially when it comes to playing a bully with my youths at SAG!

Feeling the M-shaped-vaccum Once Again

2009-06-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

Attended Jospeh and Ling Ling's holy matrimony and felt the tugging on my heart once again. It's the 'feeling' once again. Surrendered it a few months back but in the past 2 weeks, it has gotten stronger. I know I must be paitent but I am human after all.

The best stuff requires paitence but after you have waited and recieved it, you will cherish it even more.

Paitence... I find myself complete in Jesus.

My Destiny is in YOUR hands

2009-06-30T19:38:00.004+08:00

Strange blog title you might think. Taking a little time off my busy work schedule to add some life into this dying blog.

Have been watching a few movies recently in the form of Star Trek, Terminator Salvation and Transformers 2. A common refrain seems to be repeated in my soul and spirit. DESTINY is the word. CHOOSE WELL is the phrase. DESTINY COMES AT THE TIME OF YOUR CHOOSING, I hear Optimus Prime reminding Sam Wickey. 6 months into a new and challenging work environment and it seems DESTINY is knowing on my door once again. CHOOSE WELL... it seems my soul is screaming to me. DESTINY COMES AT THE TIME OF YOUR CHOOSING... yes i know. For I know the thoughts I think towards you, plans to prosper and not to harm... I hear the Holy Spirit say towards me as I type out this blog.

It seems, it is time for another phrase in my life. A time of adjustment. A time of stepping into the unknown. A leap of faith. Another push onto another handhold. Whatever it is, I am prepared to go into unchartered waters. Brave as my biblical namesake I must be. Embrace this DESTINY I will.

Did Anyone Told You I am Inspired Visually

2009-05-26T19:58:00.005+08:00

Movies never fail to inspire me.

Went to watch Star Trek and even before I went to watch it, I got a predomination that I would get something out of watching it. One third through the movie,I was not proven wrong. Was going through a rough patch at work and it was affecting me both emotionally and mentally. The part that captured my attention was what Spock's dad told him after a scuffle with some of his fellow Vulcans. He told his son, "Choose well for you determine you own destiny." That was it! The very reason why I felt such a desire to watch a movie was the leading of the Holy Spirit! He was actually using a simple phrase spoken as part of an actor's script to settle my inner man. That day, I purposed to choose well in whatever situation I am being put into as the choices I make determine my future.

Have Mercy on Me

2009-05-14T12:41:00.004+08:00

5 months into the job and I am feeling the heat. Yes, I have to multi-task, juggle lots of responsiblies and am expected to do excel at them all. Well, that's not the point.

For the uninitiated, I am working in a child care environment. Needless to say, it is a female dominated working environment. Nope. I have nothing against women. I treat all women as equals. We are after all created by the same Creator and belong to the same order of homo saipens. What has been getting on my nerves is the unrealistic expectations being placed on men. Men must be full of initiative, extend the helping hand even when one is juggling unfinished work, help out with heavy loads, always be on the forefront of all situations and circumstances, and the list can go on. Honestly, I am feeling exasperated. Tired and wanting to give up. But something within me tells me to go on and prove those nay sayers wrong.

Well, pardon me now as I go and be a gentleman. (chuckles)

Taking a Break to Reflect

2009-04-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

I am reminded time and again that my love language is "words of encouragment." Was grappling with a distraction that has been griping the very core of my being the last 2 months. Was trying to convince myself that my faith was strong and I was able to handle the inner turmoil brewing inside of me. It was not to be. In fact, calm as I may appear on the outside, my thoughts were constantly being drawn away by that very distraction.

Last week, I finally had enough of the inner turmoil brewing inside of me. Having read Joshua Harris' book on a related topic before, I searched the net for his materials and was pleasantly surprised to find what I was looking for. Downloaded a couple of his sermons and listened to them as I worked. My soul and spirit man resonated with every word that was preached. Amens just rosed up with every truth that I heard. My soul was hungry as it soaked up every spiritual and practical insight that Josh Harris spoke. An immediate release expoloded into my soul. A great relief! I purposed on that day that I was to shift my focus and choose not to be distracted but wait upon God's perfect timing for His promise to come to pass.

Indeed, the Lord knew just how to distract me from my distraction! Words of encouragement!

The POwer of Prayer

2009-04-20T16:10:00.003+08:00

Last weekend was a roller coaster ride once again for me. Had a customer who made a booking for a party over the previous week and communicated to me the number of party guest that will be comming for the party. The day before the party proper, she pulled a stunt. She told told me that she was going to have lesser guests! Knowing that she was a hard customer, I called OCC F&B who is our partner for birthday party catering. I asked them if they could make the last minute change for me. Was told that it was hard as the ingredients have already being bought and they have to cover their cost. The good thing was, they were willing to compromise and make a slight cut in the number of pax for the buffet. Got back to the parent and she insisted that she was not going to pay up for the extra number of pax as she has changed her party guest attendance. Was left pondering over what to do in such a circumstance. Came to the conclusion that if I could not settle the outstanding amount owed to OCC F&B, I will settle the amount out of my own pocket. Went home that day really stressful and prayed that the Lord would helped me settle the issue. So I went off to sleep and hoped to forget the incident. It was not to be...

The next morning, the very first though that came to my mind was the previous day's stressful situation. Said a short prayer again and ask God to help me settle the issue. Went about my day doing church and serving as best I could but the issue was still residing in the back of my mind.

7.25pm... was waiting for Eng Sen to finish his guitar lesson and recieved an SMS form Eileen who was helping me out as the party host that the issue has been resolved!I uttered a soft, "Thank God!" The parent was nasty when she arrived and insisted on not paying up but Eileen somehow worked her 'magic' and helped to diffused the situation. Also, it seems the attendance of ther party guest increased and she was willing to pay up for the extra food ordered. Thank God! Indeed, His word is true, that we are not to be anxious for nothing but throught prayer and supplication, make all our requests be known to God.

A painful but vivid lesson for me in the power of prayer and trusting Him no matter the severity of the situation.

Back Again

2009-04-15T21:32:00.004+08:00

Really have not been in the mood to blog recently and have been grappling with the hoo hum of work. Anyway, here I am to blow away all the cobwebs and dust settling on my blog once again.

Have been going through a mental and emotional roller coaster ride the past few weeks in a certain area of my life. It has kinda settled as I transfer ownership of that area to Heavenly Father. Just need the paitence to wait upon God's timing and focus on my current areas of appointments that the Lord has entrusted to me. Don't wanna be found wanting when He settles account with me. Don't wanna be like the servant who buried his talent and was found wanting by his master. I am confident that when the Lord promises something, He keeps His word and we as His children only need to be investing in our talents and wait upon His perfect timing for His promises to come into effect.

Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.
Matthew 6:33

Go Places With My Calling

2009-03-03T21:31:00.005+08:00

Blow all the dust and cobwebs off my dusty blog. Have been really busy with work that I have not been able to blog. Well, I'm back finally!

Oh! Have to close accounts for today! Okay, will be back!

I'm back!

2 weeks ago after service, Pastor Angeli sopke to me about how I was fitting into SAG and asked me if I was open to share in youth once a month. She said that she needed to get the approval of Pastor. Never did I expect the approval to come so fast!

Got a SMS from her on Monday scheduling me on the 21st of March and 4th of April!

As I reflected on the rate at which things were moving, I can't help but be amazed at the favour that the Lord has been pouring into my life since I joined SAG.

Indeed, my calling is sure and secure and my Lord is setting me up for success!

Embarrass!

2009-02-16T17:00:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday was an embarrassment of sorts! Met my nu ers to go to Sentosa for our youth V Day activity. Went to the toilet in Vivocity to change and realised to my horror that the strange feeling that I have been feeling since Friday night was true! Realised that I brought only my underwear and towel but forgot to bring my beach wear! Had to rushed to a shop and buy some beach wear. Thankfully, there was an offer going on! As a result, reached Sentosa late and missed the games and the friends appreciation. Even though I missed the games, still managed to squeezed in a brief game of frisbee with some of the youths.

The second embarrassment tops it all. Rushed to Orchard Parade Hotel for Peter's wedding. Went up the stairs to the second floor lobby and found a crowd gathered. In my haste, I just made my way to the first recpetion table, signed-in and deposited my ang bao into the gift box. The receptionist asked me who's friend I was and when she heard my answer, she replied that there are 2 weddings going on at the same location! What an embarrassment! Her assistant at the reception table had to empty the box to return me my ang bao and could not find it till the very last one which was mine! How did I ever land myself into such a red faced situation!

Overall, both situations have caused me to be reminded of the consequences of rushing and doing stuff at the very last minute.

Still at Work

2009-02-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

Goodness! 9 pm and still at work! Yah, call me a workholic. What choice do I have when the Little O'Zone is turning operational tommorow. Have to put in the finishing touches before we are opened for customers. Good thing is, we have managed to hire 2 part-timers who are energetic and eager to work.

Well... that's for now. Have to go eat my dinner and go home to rest. Tommorrow is a long day, starting with work, youth outing to Sentosa and finally, Peter's wedding in the evening.

Okay... knock off and go home!

Reminisce (updates for the week)

2009-02-08T23:46:00.008+08:00

Yahoo! I am finally Sports-climbing Level 1 certified! Had the course with 7 other of my colleagues on yesterday morning at my work place. Ivan the instructor was especially strict with me on the belaying practice as I was too anxious to get to Step 3 without first executing Step 2. Not that I am complaining. My colleagues throughly enjoyed themselves and so did I. Best of all, the company sponsored the course! Will practice and next on the line, Sports-climbing Level 2 and than Instructor Level 1!

Finally, the sharing that I had to do for youth is finally over but it feels like it has just passed. It was grueling preparing for the sharing. Since I got the duty roster for youth, my mind has dwelled on the topic that I was to share. Coupled with my busy work schedule, I had to overcome mental tiredness and crack my brains to prepare. Had to spilt the preparation into 2 nights as I was too exhausted. Both preparations stretched till 2 am. Even the sharing powerpoint which was done on Thursday night stretched till 2.30 am. Now I know how mum feels whenever she prepares her sermons! Needless to say, Pastor Emily faces double the pressure! All in all, I thank God for inspiring me through His Holy Spirit through the preparation process. The feedback I got from Eng Seng was that he felt the contents of the sharing was mature, in his own words, "adult". I told him that if we treat the youths like kids, they will become likewise. If we treat and believe that the youths can be responsible, mature adults, they will naturally become likewise. Positive feedback from Lyn too. She said in an earlier tele-conversation that she could still remember the points and that the Detoll Object Lesson left the deepest impression on her. The only improvement I needed was to be more lively in my speech and not that monotonous. I pray that all the youths of Sembawang A/G will learn to COUNT THE PRIORITY, COUNT THE COST, COUNT THE SUFFERING and COUNT THE SACRIFICE. When that happens, transformation will take place and revival will descend upon SAG!

Had a fruitful time with Jian Hui, Jun Rong, Hong Yu and Jin Min at the Woodlands Gym earlier. After that went for dinner with the guys. After Jun Rong, Hong Yu and Jin Min went home, I had a another fruitful time of deep conversation with Jian Hui at the bus-stop. The topic dealt mostly on the youth and what are our dreams for the youth ministry. After which, we adjourned to the open field in front of the Woodlands MRT Station and interceded for the youth ministry. What an experience! Praying under the moonlight! Freedom of expression and worship in Singapore!

Your Mercies Endure Forever!

2009-01-29T09:57:00.003+08:00

Red packets takings have always had a slight competitive tone every CNY. At the end of the day, when we return home, my sister and I would count our bounty for the day and I always end up with more. Well, what to do... I am a boy and the Chinese favour males more than females.

This year was a first of firsts. Sis actually got more than me! Not that I am complaining. Sis recently recieved a pay cut due to the recession and I was blessed with a job after being unemployed on a permanent basics for a year. Naturally the 'handouts' diminished on my side. This reminds me of the graceous and just nature of God. He never puts us in a situation that we are unable to handle. His blessings are never too late or too early. Just when He sees that another is in more need of His blessings, He redirects His blessing flow.

Lord, I am not complaining. In fact, I am thankful that Your love is never unceasing and Your mercy endures forever!

Chinese New Year Thoughts

2009-01-28T13:52:00.004+08:00

I'm back! After what seems like 2 weeks of leaving my blog to collect dust. Blow, blow, wipe, wipe, all the cobwebs away!

The last 2 weeks have been a really hectic week for me. Putting the lego pieces together and still only one-third of the structure fixed up. I am looking at the finished product through the eyes of faith. I can see a pirate ship, medieval castle, treasure island... ? Oh! I see a completed indoor playground, Little O'Zone!I see people, lots of people streaming into Little O'Zone. Business is brisk! The calls and bookings are too much to handle! The facility is bursting with laughter and chatter of kids! Yes, that is the future I see!

Chinese New Year has been a quite affair this year. With the economy in recession, my red packet takings have taken a beating. Not that I am complaining, pay day is coming! Visited both grandma's houses, caught up with cousins, relatives and ate new year goodies (actually, was excercising the self-control on that).

On a spiritual note, this CNY was a reminder that this year is to be a year of breakthroughs, traversing limitations and breaking boundaries. To breakthrough into all the Lord has in store for my personal life, ministry, job and family. It's recession but my spirit man is not in recession. In fact, it's experiencing economic growth and bloom!

Reminisce

2009-01-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

A week has passed since I started work. The project is 2 months behind schedule and I have to kinda pick up the pieces and place them all together. A little like playing Lego when I was young. As I worked, I sensed such a deep sense of God's favour upon my life. It's great to know that the Lord's bountiful favour is upon your life. The creator of heaven and earth and the universe has chosen to focus on a puny piece of dust such as I to extend His cause on this place we call Earth. Grateful. Contented. Motivated. Inspired. Challenged.

Blessed is the man You choose,
And cause to approach You,
That he may dwell in Your courts.
We shall be satisfied with the goodness of Your house,
Of Your holy temple.

Psalm 65:4

Indeed, His promises are true!

Encouraged

2009-01-06T09:16:00.003+08:00

Was reminded during my quiet time of God's favour. Indeed, He is all knowing and knows us frail human beings best. Read from Psalm 68 and it spoke of Israel's splendour under the Lord's protection. The Lord was actually reminding me that as long as His favour is upon whoever He chooses, blessings and opportunities will be all for one's taking. Indeed, He is good. He reminds me of His favour upon my life this year, upon my new job, upon my ministries and upon my life.

What can I say but... THANK YOU LORD!

Skiving? Nah....

2009-01-05T11:40:00.006+08:00

Almost didn't get to work on time. Missed the shuttle service to Orchid Country Club and had to take taxi to work. Thankfully, I managed to reach at 8.54am. 6 minutes early. Taking a break now after visting the Explorer Kids website to get ideas on how to improve the playground that I am currently in charge of. The name Little O,Zone appeals to me somehow. Was briefed by Stella on what has transpired since Little Skool House acquired the facility from OCC. Now, am taking break from cracking my brain juices for ideas. Well, Stella has called and asked me to go down for lunch. Okay, going now...

A Year of Breakthroughs

2009-01-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Reached the church office early today as I was baking brownies with Jun Rong and Jian Hui for youth. Got to join the worship team for a time of prayer and worship before worship practice. The presence of God was strong as we sang to the tune of "I Love You Lord". Got a word of wisdom from the Lord. He assured us all that He loves us and despite out feelings of inadequacy and of our gifts and talents not measuring up, He will add unto us if we are open to Him. This is a year of breakthroughs and He wants to bring the church onto a higher level. He wants us to step out of our comfort zones and be overcomers.

This word was further confirmed during youth later as Pastor Angeli spoke of her desire to see Sembawang Youth become famous, famous for good character and a distinct hunger for God. Somehow, this desire of hers is similar with mine. She asked each youth what their desire for youth was for the new year and Yong Xiang expressed his desire for the ministry to be more than 50 strong at the end of the year. Amen! Indeed, this is a year of breakthroughs, overcoming, conquering fears and limitations!

Lord, let Your will be done in Sembawang Assembly of God!

Oh Gosh! I am a Father!

2009-01-03T21:18:00.005+08:00

Yeah! You did not read wrong. I have been appointed god dad of some really sweet but mischievous youths and a pre-teen in my church. They have been bullying me. =( boo....... Haha... actually, I have been bullying them. Mawahaha.... On serious note, the fact that they have acknowledged me as their god dad is testament to the fact that God's favour is upon me as I serve in the youth ministry of SAG. Here are their sweet portraits...

Xiao Nu Er- Pei En (the youngest and most mischievous)

San Nu Er- Li En (the sweetest but i suspect she is hiding something from me)

Er Nu Er- Caroline (the closest to me, her hunger for spiritual things is an encouragement to me)

Da Nu Er- Shuting (can get really emo at times)

Da Nu Er- Shuting (looking pretty)

Praise God from Whom all Blessings Flow

2009-01-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Praise God from whom all blessings flow. Praise God all creations here below. Praise Him above all heavenly hosts. Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost.

This hymn seems most appropriate as I thank God for being my Jehovah Jireh. Not only did I get the job at Little Skool House, I was offered an attractive and favourable salary and benefits package. Though the renumeration given to me was lower than what I expected, still it fell within the range that I asked for in my first interview. Indeed my Heavenly Papa knows my need!

Now to pray for an excellent working relationship with my future colleagues and favour at the workplace! Conquer the marketplace I shall with the grace of God!

Poking Fun at my Er Nu Er

2009-01-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

Read my Er Nu Er's blog and she wrote about how relieved she was at not seeing her short hair picture being posted. Well, here am I to surprise her!

She said that she looked toot but don't you think she looks sweet.

Blessed and Loving It

2009-01-01T19:59:00.005+08:00

As I await my second interview tomorrow, I can't help but thank God for the way he has been my Jehovah Jireh and Jehovah Rohi. My plan was to work for OBS as an instructor but as things turn out, man plans but God decides the outcome. I suffered a ligament strain and I was out of the selection process.

2 weeks ago, I recieved a call from Little Skool House asking me to go down for an interview. It turns out they are looking for a Program Executive to manage their indoor playground at Orchid Country Club. Yes, you did not hear wrong, its Orchid Country Club! Where SAG holds her services! God truely has a sense of humour!

Well, recieved a call from NTUC HQ asking me to go down for a second interview and was haggling with them over my expected pay. They have the cheek to suggest a lower salary than what I was asking! Actually got an amount that the Holy Spirit told me to ask for and I will not bulge! Stick to that amount I will! Will pray for God's favour with HR. Believe I will get the amount that I want!

Jehovah Nissi, You are my banner!

A Warning and an Encouragement

2008-12-31T16:18:00.003+08:00

Was doing my quiet time yesterday and the Lord spoke to me from Luke 12:35-48. The message was two-fold.

The first was about enduring even when the going gets tough. Being watchful of the times and seasons in this turbulent times that we live in. To discern the opportunities that present themselves to partner with the Holy Spirit as He ushers in the Second Coming of Christ.

The second was a warning to those who have been chosen by God to practice spiritual gifts and to lead others in His kingdom.

As I read the second, I felt the Lord telling me that He has gifted me with much spiritual gifts and He expects me to practice them. Use them to bless others. Use them to build the His kingdom. Strengthen His house. Even though, I am new in SAG, do not be afraid, stand up and be counted, be courageous and move in the giftings that He has blessed me with.

Lord, I am encouraged. I am willing to step out of my comfort zone. I am willing to be used by you.

The Void (in my heart)

2008-12-31T16:04:00.006+08:00

What do I expect in a life partner?

1) Must love and fear God (a nominal christian is not enough)

2) Have a heart for people

3) Support my calling (i know for sure that the Lord has chosen me to full-time ministry)

4) Emotional open (you don't wanna double guess what's in the other person's heart)

5) Adaptability (you don't want someone who wines when put into a challenging situation)

What a Holiday Season!

2008-12-26T21:13:00.008+08:00

The Christmas season has always held a special place in my heart. This year was no less. In fact, this year has beaten all the past Christmases I have lived through thus far. This Christmas marked my fourth month in Sembawang Assembly of God. Thinking back, I could not be more grateful to Heavenly Papa for leading the family to SAG and blessing me with so much thus far. Will just summerize my blessings so far:

1) Thank God for leading me to find a friend whom I can share my heart out with; Jian Hui

2) For allowing me to find favour by serving in the church camp and children camp committees

3) For leading me to serve in Sembawang youth

4) Last but not least, leading me to SAG (though i am not a member yet, i have already fallen in love with this new community that i am part of)

Also, this fuzzy feeling that I have been feeling since last month, I know that the Lord will give me a confirmation as I embark on a season of prayer and fasting.

How naughty young people can get these days! What Jun Rong, Shu Rong and Lyn did to my leg as I dozed off in the church office after helping to off load equipment after youth camp.

Me and my Er Nu Er.

Blessings Galore

2008-12-17T00:16:00.005+08:00

Words don't seem to be enough whenever I am so full of emotions. Returned from church camp on Sunday and still kinda in a hangover over the events that have transpired. Indeed, I have been in Sembawang A/G for only 3 months and I have already been asked to serve on the children and church camp committees. Last minute addition in both cases but I see the favour of God clearly in both cases.

Though I was busy as I was part of the committee, I could still spare time to let my hair down with the youth during free time. The most satisfying moment of the camp must have been the Shanghai Night itself, where 'madness' ruled and we witnessed the cumulation of weeks of planning and brainstorming. Bunked with six other boys and got to know them better.

Indeed, even as I typed this blog, I am lost for words. As return back to the real world, I am confident that this camp has set the precedent for a mighty shaking in Sembawang Assembly of God. Truely Lord, let revival come upon your church!

Okay, next up; youth camp!

Jian Hui the sleeply head on the journey back.

The fantastic deco that Rebecca, Jian Hui and I came up with (so proud of it).

Reality Check

2008-12-16T23:29:00.007+08:00

Accompanied my mum on a ministry trip or mission trip (whatever you call it) sometime in October. It was a trip full of inspiration in the spiritual sense but also one that caused my soul to perform a reality check. The place was Tanjong Pinang, a district on Bintan Island.

The inhabitants of the island were a mixture of malays and chinese who were teochew speaking. Somehow, it did not feel like I was far from home and in a foreign land due to the high concentration of chinese speaking one of our local dialects.

The Christians there were a humble lot who respected pastors and displayed a spiritual hunger that would put we Singaporean Christians to shame. I was inspired and deeply encouraged by such humility and spiritual hunger. The trip to Tanjong Pinang was like going back to Singapore 30 years ago. The infrastructure was not as developed and sanitation was wanting. I even developed a really bad cough while I was there. Just by being there caused me to appreciate the blessings that we in Singapore are so loathe to take for granted.

Indeed, it was a reality check!

The ancient toilet at the back of a coffee shop.

The narrow street in downtown Tanjong Pinang

The view outside of a church member's house, on top of the sea.

A Little Disappointed

2008-12-02T20:17:00.002+08:00

Well, it was not to be. Sustained a ligament strain behind my right knee on the first day of selection. Endured till the next morning and the pain did not go away. Was forced to pull out of the selection process as I did not want to further aggravate the strain. A little disappointed but will look for other jobs and who knows, when the next window of selection is opened, I might just send in my application!

Praying Hard

2008-10-22T11:15:00.003+08:00

Never being so excited and passionate in applying for a job before!

Just managed to drop my application for OBS in the mailbox last night. Had all the documents I need and was waiting for Trybe to give me their testimonial of me to support my application. Must admit that I have been pestering Jovita non-stop (daily) since last week for the testimonial. Thank God, I got it! Many thanks to Jovita, Nicolas, Mirabel and Raffy for their help in doing so.

In my heart of hearts, I sincerely hope that my application will be accepted and I will be able to pass through the initial interview, selection camp and the final interview. I sincerely pray that come January 5 (which is the first day of work if I am selected) next year, I will find myself at work in Ubin. Don't know what the Lord's leading upon for my life is for this season but as the saying goes, "no venture, no gain'. Have step on the path of no return. No turing back. Believe that all things work for good towards those who love God and are called according to His purpose. Hope to work in an outdoor environment and be able to use the outdoors to empower youth as I earn a living.

Yeah! Pray hard I will!

Hope to blog about great news in my later blog!

Howl of the Drivers

2008-10-22T10:35:00.005+08:00

Yeah, I know... always backdated in my blogs. Anyway...

Never being to a Formula 1 Race before. Much less have any interest, but since Cousin Wei Keong was going, why not? A time of bounding and demonstrating the love of Christ to Him!

Do not regret going to the race as I became a fan right after the flag off!

Silver at Last! (Fourth time blessed?)

2008-10-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

Overjoyed man! Did my IPPT for the fourth time ever since I ORDed and got the silver at last! $200 dollar man! Pay phone bill! God really knows my need. Hallelujah!

Singapore Flyer

2008-10-06T23:47:00.005+08:00

Long over due but here they are... my first trip on the Singapore Flyer and boy was I not disappointed! Couldn't see Malaysia and Indonesia though. Sign.... =(

I'm Back!

2008-10-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

Well, well... long time no see blog. I'm back finally after such a long break form blogging. Busy with work (i know, excuses) but at last I am back!

Inspired

2008-07-26T00:39:00.005+08:00

Just finished watching the last episode of Yi Cher Wan Mei and was inspired by what Alex the male lead said to Kelly the female lead. He told her that as long as we are willing to accept our imperfections will perfection come into the picture.

Such simple words but often forgotten. We have the tendency as imperfect beings to raise an unreasonable standard of perfection over others. Indeed, what the Bible says is true. That we have to take away the log before our eyes before we are able to help others take the speck out of their eyes.

Simple words but often forgotten. Indeed.

Flu Bug... (--)

2008-07-24T18:47:00.004+08:00

How I detest the flu. One of my most hated illness. It leaves you weak and with reduced strength to do the stuff you want to do.

Enough of grumbling Josh.

It all started with a really bad sore throat but managed to combat it by gulping down loads of honey mixed with lemon concoction. Than the sore throat developed into a cough and eventually yesterday, a flu! Bought a couple of cough mixtures and they proved to be useless and a waste of money. Well, the last resort was to go to the nearby clinic for more potent stuff. Doctor said, rest well. Besides taking the medicine he gave me, I was to take a short afternoon nap, followed by the usual seven hours of sleep and I would be well ,on the road to recovery. Did just that and I am feeling better.

The best thing was, doctor told me that though cardiovascular activities are not advisable, abseiling was perfectly fine.

Overjoyed man! Thank God, don't have to miss company training on Saturday! Thank God that my body is responding well to the medication!

I am so Inspired by this Book

2008-07-18T01:42:00.004+08:00

This book has really been a blessing to me. It has taught me precious skills in communication.

Guess what, tried the methods presented in the book and they worked!

A Step Higher

2008-07-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

It's been three weeks after my In Camp Training and I am still reflecting over something that I have done right.

Regent, one who has been ostracized by the platoon ever since our NSF days was the cause of this good feeling I have been having since ICT. Indeed, I have been guilty of playing the bad guy towards this poor soul during my NSF days and previous two ICTs. My resolution before the recent ICT was to rise a level up and it was amazing how the Holy Spirit led me to honour this inner purpose of mine. I found myself speaking to Regent more and extending little gestures to make him feel part of the platoon.

Indeed, when we resolve within ourselves to step out of our comfort zone and do the right thing, the Lord cheers us on.

Next on the agenda, strengthen the friendship and lead Regent to Christ!

Back to the Books

2008-07-17T04:34:00.005+08:00

A few hours ago, I was back in class.

After completing the Pentecostal Heritage module last semester, here I am now taking the Christian Ethics module.

Had heard much about Brother Peter and indeed my expectations were not dampen. He proved to be a great communicator and a candid lecturer. Sitting through Brother Peter's introduction to Christian Ethics proved to be enlightening. It seems what we perceive as right and wrong is not as clear cut as we would think when we are thrown into challenging situations. We will be prone to arriving at contradicting solutions. Consistency is the key as Christians.

Looking forward to my next class already!

Counting my Blessings

2008-07-15T01:48:00.005+08:00

God is good! Indeed He is my Yahweh Jireh!

Have been financially tied down but providence came in the most unexpected of channels!

Sent out my resume to Forest Adventure three months ago but did not get a reply from them. Than an email from Sebastian saying that he will be conducting a training for part-time instructors arrived in my inbox two weeks back.

Well, attended training last Wednesday and in seven hours time, will be at Bedok Reservoir doing my weekday attachment!

Can't wait for attachment to begin! I don't wanna rely on my own strength but God's to make the best out of training. Since the job is a gift from Him, do my best I will!

Trusting in my God (Emotions too hard to express)

2008-07-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

Have been feeling out of sorts recently after what has happened in church.

I don't understand why does God have to put the family through a testing after another testing. Sometimes I feel like I am like the children of Israel who followed Moses out of Egypt. The first generation did not get to enter the Promised Land due to sin and unbelief. They were made to wander for forty years in the wilderness instead.

As I clicked away at my keyboard, I am reminded that unbelief is something that hinders my progress in my spiritual walk and calling. Forgive me Lord for losing my focus.

Indeed, Heavenly Papa has been good as my quiet time readings have lingered in the book of Psalm. How I identify with the emotions of the psalmists! They are a comfort to me as my Lord reminds me that He will be my vindicator. His promises to me remain true.

Lead me Lord! Help me respond in the highest of Christian virtues even when faced with the most vile of human behaviour!

My Favourite Movie at the Moment

2008-07-15T01:13:00.001+08:00

A Small Achievement

2008-07-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

73 kilograms... those were the numerals staring back at me from the LCD screen of the weighting machine. Boy, that's my weight during my active days as a NSF!

Four sessions at the gym has made me lighter by 1.4 kg! That's very encouraging!

Touched at an Army Camp

2008-06-24T20:37:00.006+08:00

Refreshed. Rejuvenated.

Woke up late today as my next window for IPPT has not opened yet. Missed the cookhouse timing and had breakfast at the canteen instead.

Last night proved to be a watershed for this ICT (In-Camp-Training). Entered this ICT feeling dry and tired in my soul and spirit. Gathered with Shuan and Joshua from Bravo company at the training shed behind my block for a time of prayer, sharing and worship. We sang to the tunes of Centre of My Life, Still, How Great Thou Art, Times of Refreshing and Beautiful Saviour. As we sang, the presence of God was felt strongly in that simple setting of a training shed. It was amazing and yet distressing to know that each one of us were facing challenging situations in our respective chruches. I guess the all knowing God that we serve knew just how much we needed to be refreshed. Hearing of each other situations, led us to pray for each other. During the worship itself, the Holy Spirit showed me a picture of a tired and weary man clawing his way through a desert. He was fighting for survivial. As he continued his claw for survivial, he eventually came to an oasis. I felt the Lord telling us that though challenging our individual situations, He will be our refreshment.

Hallelujah! Indeed He is the Centre of it All! He is my oasis!

In Camp Training

2008-06-23T03:03:00.003+08:00

Can't believe it. I am already staring in the face of my third In Camp Training.

Low key this time and I have resolved to make this In Camp a fruitful and meaningful one. Not that I have not served my previous two with positive attitudes, but this time, its my personal challenge to go a step higher.

So, third ICT I come!

Woodgrove Secondary Student Leaders Development Camp

2008-06-23T02:26:00.005+08:00

This must be one of a kind of camps. A camp to train leaders. A camp to save life.

The campers were made up of student leaders and though it was told to us facilitators that they were a hyper active lot, they proved to be a cooperative lot too.

Lovely bunch of students. My group was called Kyo (Group 1) and they were a pleasure to lead. I observed during the games that they were able to work very effectively, solving problems quickly. The contrary was observed during the workshops and discussions. Ideas were in abundance but they could not crystalized their thoughts. Nevertheless, the group did well in accumulating the most points for the CWC (Community Waypoint Challenge) and emerged first. A practical group that will do well given any task.

The most memorable incident during the camp was attending to Fahar from Min's group who blacked out after returning from CWC. Was already in the AVA room when Steven Junior called me and informed me of a casualty. Ran out of the room and found Fahar lying down on the floor with her legs folded with only her feet resting on the floor and covering her face with her hands. When I saw her in that condition, I hesitated to provide first aid to her as her condition was beyond the scope of my training. I called Vege to ask Yong Ming to come out to help out as he is a nursing student. Yong Ming came out and promptly directed all present to evaluate her 45 degrees as some of us supported her head and back. Fahar than started to hyperventilate and we calmed her down by telling her to relax and breath slowly. She was very weak and could not open her eyes. We kept attending to her and eventually carried her into the AVA room where we continued to regulate her breathing and check her pulse. We even asked her friends to fetch a couple of sleeping bags to keep her warm and keep her head comfortable. Nic and Jovita gave her teacher a call and upon arriving, she took over and we headed downstairs for lunch. Eventually, Fahar recovered and was able to join us for lunch. It was an experience to remember as I realized that when faced with a life-threatening situation, I am able to remain calm. The experience itself also has taught me how to deal with similar cases in future. It has created a resolve in me to read up and learn more about first aid.

All in all, it was definitely a camp to remember!

TVC 2008 Step Up 2.5

2008-06-23T02:09:00.005+08:00

2 weeks after TVC (Trybe Volunteer Camp) and I am still smarting from the experience. It was the best camp among all camps I have done so far.

The likes of Vege, Gabriel, Ethan, Min, Bingrong, Steven Junior, Ash, Vivien and Daniel made organising the camp all the more fun and satisfying.

3 months of meetings almost every Sunday have finally come to an end!

The campers were great. They were a responsive lot who participated in every activity and in their unique way, contributed to the heartbeat of the camp.

Though I was busy playing the role of group facilitator, first aider (there seem to be a fair amount of injuries, especially among facilitators, not that i am complaining) and logistics assistant, the way the campers responded to our attempts to engage them was a learning great experience and inspiration in itself.

No better camp than TVC 2008!

Reminisce

2008-06-20T17:30:00.004+08:00

Lazy? Maybe... Busy? Kind of...

Well... It's been weeks since my return from Senai and I must say it had been a really good trip. Being in the outdoors never fail to rejuvenate me. The trip was an eye opener too as I saw Senai for the first time. Small town, but quite self-sufficient. Even has a KFC! Oh, zhi char was wow too! The servings were hugh! The price at just a faction of what we pay for in Singapore! Really worth it!

Though a good trip, also made a blunder on the return trip at Times Square. Well, let's just say that it was a case of lack of self-control. Painful and unnecessary but a good wake-up call. The incident will serve me well in future.

Overall rating to Senai? Great!

Would go back if I had the chance!

Senai!

2008-05-06T23:35:00.004+08:00

I am sitting here, typing away and feeling excited at the prospect of visiting Senai for the first time in my life. It's not for sight-seeing or shopping (not that Senai is known for shopping) mind you. I guess you could call it 'a working trip'. Will be doing some training in jungle trekking and orientating. Can't wait for tomorrow to begin! Well... will chronicle my experience after I am back!

2008-05-01T04:42:00.004+08:00

One of my favourite verses and who's message I would like to share with my church's youths.

Reflections

2008-04-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

Nothing ceases to amaze me as I reflect upon the goodness of God and the workings of the Holy Spirit in my life. The few months ever since I lost my job as a CCPE have been most fruitful and fufilling. I did not wallow in self-pity or sat around doing nothing. Sensing that this was going to be a year of breakthroughs, I signed up to work for I, Camper and volunteered for Trybe and I have never looked back since! A lot has happened since, that's for next time!

Tried but Satisfied

2008-04-25T04:22:00.003+08:00

Have originally wanted to blog but ended bp revamping my blog site instead. Looks okay for the time being. Oh gosh, 4.24 am alreadly! Gotta go to sleep! Good night blog. Post something on you next time!

I'm back & Pleasantly Surprised!

2008-03-19T17:36:00.004+08:00

Much has happened since my last posting. Boy, was I surprised when I logged into my blog and found a comment! Evidence that people really read my blog! Obscure and uninteresting as it is, it has drawn the attention of others in the online community!

Fufilled and Thankful

2007-09-22T18:45:00.001+08:00

Hey blog!

It's been a two months hiatus form blogging and I would see it as a good thing but also bad at the same time. Just realised this morning that all my memories would be lost if I did not get back to blogging soon. The reason for the long absence from blogging is the fact that I have been really busy working as a CCPE since the 15th of August. It has been slightly more than a month and I have only good things to say about my job so far.

Guess, so much has transpired over the course of one month that I would have to summarise my experiences.

Day one on the job was a free day for me. Rockey told me to reach school by 8.30am and I did. A mishap almost happened earlier as I took the wrong bus and had to take a taxi instead, for fear of being late on my first day. Reached school very early of course, at 7.50am. Rockey arrived at 8.40am and we were oriented around a little by Ms Chiam, HOD of English, as she stood in for Ms Yap, Vice Principal, who was on a Learning Journey trip. Subsequently, Rockey and I went over to the the room which was to be my office. I was to replace Cynthia, the previous CCPE who was about to leave. We were early and Cynthia, who starts work at 9am did not arrive yet. When she arrived, I was introduced to her and I was told to shadow her for the next two days, till she offically resigned. To cut the long story short, nothing much happened in the period I understudied her and the transition was smooth. As I had nothing much to do, I did a walk around of the school premises on my own on the second day. Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Primary School is a small school but well-facilitated and cosy, I fell in love with my new workplace immediately!

So much for my initiation into my new workplace. Gotta go back to my research paper. To be continued next time....

GeBiz Mania

2007-08-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

It's one hour and five minutes to the end of the GeBiz (Government Electronic Business)course. It's a course to train us CCPEs in using the GeBiz sofeware that all government ministries use to procure services.

The server was out for a couple of times and we had to wait for DSTA (Defence Science Technology Agency) to reboot the server before we could continue. Thank God, DSTA succeeded in rebooting the server, or we would have to come back another day to to go through the same old boring, technical stuff. Our instructor, a sweet and motherly Indian lady told us that an earlier batch of students had to have their class cancelled and return another day as the server refused to reboot-up. Thank God, that did not happen! Wouldn't want to come back all the way to Bouna Vista to sit through another mind gruelling session!

On a more postive note, this course actually prepares me for my future as a CCPE! Looking forward to a fulfilling future!

Back for another session tomorrow!

Shaken but Still Trusting

2007-08-01T02:16:00.001+08:00

Received a call from Victor today and he told me that there was a slight hiccup in mine being a CCPE. He told me that according to the guidelines given by the Ministry of Education for employment as a CCPE, NAFA (Nayang Academy of Fine Arts), the school I graduated from, is not a valid institution for consideration as an educational qualification. My heart sank a little upon hearing that. Being the fighter that I am, I pointed out to Victor that the year I enrolled in NAFA, the MOE, accorded the institution polytechnic status. He agreed, as he acknowledged that the CPF (Central Provident Fund) of parents can be used to pay for schools fees testifies to that. Victor was most helpful as he asked me for incidents in the past, where I have been involved in organizing events and been on project committees. He assured me that he was to raise a case to MOE.

I foresee a great working relationship with the management staff! They go the extra mile for you!

Well, a little shaken but was assured by Victor that it should be all right and he even took a pun at me, by saying that as a devout Christian, prayer should solve such an issue. Amen to that! Prayed I did and the Lord assured me that, He was testing me and the time of waiting actually frees me to settle a few priorities that I have on hand.

If the Lord wanna make me wait, wait I shall! Only Lord, not too long!

Glad Tidings

2007-07-31T01:49:00.001+08:00

Received a call from Explomo in the afternoon (Monday) and was told to go down for GeBiz and Induction training. That was good news as it meant that I were to be signing the contract with Explomo soon as a CCPE (Co-Curricular Program Executive).

Asked Zubaidah whether there was news of the deployment that Rockey told me about last week and she refered me to Rockey. Asked him what are the chances of PLMGPS wanting me and he told me seventy percent. That was encouraging news. Found out from him that the reason why PLMGPS took so long to get back to him, was because the Vice Principle is on course. Rockey told me to keep this week and the next free too. Seems like an interview is in the works!

Feeling excited and anticipating the the interview with the Vice Principal of PLMGPS. Feeling happy for sis who went down for interview earlier with the Principal and Vice Principal of PLMGSS and she got the job! For the meantime, just keep my fingers crossed and praying for favor.

Thank You Lord! The job at PLMGPS beckons!

Rockey's Surprise

2007-07-26T02:05:00.001+08:00

My faith was tested when sis, SMSed me, that Rockey called and told her that she is due next Monday for an interview with the principle of PLMGSS (Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Secondary School).

Did my Quiet Time and prayed again for favour in the contract that I am yet to sign with Explomo Technical Services. Prayed also for a quick deployment and told the Lord that I wouldn't mind whether I get deployed to a primary school, secondary school or junior college. Told the Lord that, the very first interview I recieve with any school, I would take it as His will for me to be in that school, only things must happen, wherever He places me.

After a fruitful time of Quiet Time, I went to check on my handphone and realised that I had a missed call. The number seemed familiar. It was Explomo's number! My heart skipped a beat. Could it be that Explomo has found a place for me too? Dialed the number and asked who called me. The staff at Explomo told me that Rockey, one of the zone managers had tried to reach me, but he was not in the office at that time. They gave me his handphone number and I dialed his number. Surprise of surprise! Rockey told me that they were thinking of deploying me to PLMGPS (Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Primary School)! I was overjoyed and at the same time amused! I told Rockey that I thought they were joking when they asked me and sis if we minded been deployed to PLMGPS and PLMGSS, respectively during the selection interview. He just laughed. He asked me if I minded and without any hesitation and peace of heart, I simply replied with a confident "YES".

I am reminded of Dr Abel Thomas' testimony about how he prayed when he was called into the ministry. I modelled his prayer and just like his experience, God answered with almost immediate effect! Indeed, as we seek His will and righteousness, He will answer!

My prayer now is, "Let Your will be done; on earth as it is in heaven. May I recieve glad tidings from Rockey soon, Lord!"

Fat Burner

2007-07-26T01:53:00.001+08:00

72.2 kg, 159 ilbs.... that's what the weighting scale at the gym read.

I am over the moon! After losing two kilograms over the last three months, my weight has stagnated at 73.8 kg. At last, after all the hard work, I placed myself through, be it at the fitness corner downstairs, at the public gym or stadium, I have lost 1.6 kg!

My goal of hitting seventy kilograms is not far away it seems!

Banzai.... to a leaner, toner and more muscular Joshua!!!

Farewell Coco & Gustavo

2007-07-25T02:49:00.001+08:00

Bid farewell to Coco and Gustavo today at Terminal Two. Althought, I did not know them for long, it has been a pleasure knowing them. This short time of knowing them has been a blessing. They have been one of the most low profile people in Agape and the most laid-back and easy-going ones around. Maybe I do not know them that well, but during this relatively short time of knowing them, the impression that I have of them is a very postive one.

They should be in the air over the Indian Ocean by now. Wish them all the best. My prayer for them is the same as what Pastor blessed them with earlier at the airport, "that the Lord will use them to make an impact in the community that He leads them to make their home in."

Will miss you guys, Coco & Gustavo. Till we meet at Chinese New Year next year.....

Getting Fit (Part 2)

2007-07-23T02:13:00.001+08:00

Well, well. Back to blogging after a two week hiatus.

It was not be be after all. Training hard and pushing myself for that elusive 'Gold' standard. Got an 'Incentive' after all. Better than none. No RT for that matter. Similar to last year's IPPT, where I got an 'Incentive' standard, only to achieve the 'Silver' standard during my ICT. Well, a pass is good enough for this 'ageing' body. Settle for 'Incentive' this IPPT window and try for 'Silver' at ICT, end of this year. At least, I can take comfort in the fact that I achieved better results than the last attempt.

The Standing Board Jump station proved to be my undoing once again. Trained hard for it this time and was able to jump 216 cm at my first attempt. Compared to my last IPPT, I had to jump a few times, after seeking permission from the PTI to do so, before passing. At least, I can take comfort in the fact that I was leading the pack when I was running the 2.4 km station. Finished the run at 11:23 mins.

At the end of it all, IPPT was good, not because of the aching legs I suffered from the next two days, and I managed to pass, despite having my belongings stolen two days before the test but being able to make some friends taking the IPPT along with me.

As I reap the results of working out, IPPT is not my motivation for doing do but maintaining a healthy lifestyle is the way to go for me!

Responsibility

2007-07-11T01:20:00.001+08:00

Watching movies never fail to inspire me and picking up spiritual lessons from especially those with good plots.

Well, Transformers was no exception.

I remembered Ironhide asking Optimus Prime, why should the Autobots protect humans from destruction from the Decepticons. Optimus Prime replied that they were the cause of the war and they could not afford to allow the humans to pay for something they did not start. They had to end it themselves. That spoke to me.

How many times, in our frail human nature, are we prone to take the easy way out. To push responsibility for something that we have done onto another fellow human being? Let another take the blame and we go scot-free and maintain our reputation.

The Bible says, "Don't be misled. Remember that you can't ignore God and get away with it. You will always reap what you sow! Those who live only to satisfy their own sinful desires will harvest the consequences of decay and death. But those who please the Spirit will harvest everlasting life from the Spirit." Galatians 6:7-8 (NLT)

If a fictional science-fiction character can display noble character, even more so we who are called by the Living God to live holy lives!

Farewell to the Grand Old Dame

2007-07-11T00:40:00.001+08:00

It's been two weeks already and I still can't forget my last visit to the National Stadium. In fact, I was there to watch Singaopre verses Australia.

It was a really humid day and I was soaked from head to bottom with perspiration as I was watching an earlier match between the Singapore Ex Internationals and Malaysia Ex Internationals. The match ended with a draw, with Singapore drawing first blood through a brillant left-footed shot by Quah Kim Song. Malaysia equalised through a penalty awared to them in the secong half. It was inspiring watching the fit Singapore Ex Internationals playing compared with the out of shape Malaysia Ex Internationals. Singapore won eventually by the toss of a coin to determine the winner. Duh.... what a lame way to win a game. I enjoyed the game though.

The next match was the highlight of the day. Australia brought her full national team to play the Lions. The local fans outnumbered the Aussie fans by four to one. The atmosphere was electrifying and it was great cheering on the Lions and applauding every good move they did. It was even greater doing the Kallang Wave and ranting at the referee for every dubious decision he made. The Lions defended well in the first half and the score remained nil-nil. Both teams returned from the half-time break looking for the opening goal but it was the Aussies who drew first blood and after that first freak goal, when Lionel Lewis blunded the ball over the goaline, the floodgates opened and Australia went on to score a couple more. Though the Lions were out-played by the Aussies and lost three-nil eventually, I enjoyed the savouring in the atmosphere that the Grand Old Dame provided in her closing moments. My experience would have been complete if not for that uncultured, loud, vulgar idiot sitting a couple of galleries behind me who shouted and cursed at every mistake that the Lions made. What made it worst was him insulting the Aussie players and wishing ill fortune on their respective EPL clubs aloud. I am ashamed to be a Singaporean, the fact that there were Aussie fans around and what he did was disrespectful and an utter disgrace. What more, he was a Manchester United fan (he was wearing a Man U jersey), the EPL team I support! That day, I was ashamed to be a Manchester United fan!

Barring that idiot, visiting the National Stadium and cheering the Lions on with other passionate fans, is an experience that never fails to leave a warm feeling in my heart.

Farewell Grand Old Dame and welcome Sports Hub!

Getting Fit (Part 1)

2007-06-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

Excercising is great! In fact, that's an understatement.

Having got back to working those muscles and that heart pumping harder than ever before. Ever since I hit the gym with Pastor one month ago, the desire to get fit, lose weight and get in shape has been increasing in favor like never before!

Have been seeing results and in fact, in my first three sessions at the gym, I actually lost two kilograms! That's a good start, and my goal is to lose another three kilograms and settle at seventy kilograms.

What started out as a desire to lose weight and get in shape has progressed into a training regime for IPPT, this July. Have been achieveing the silver standard so far and I hope to breakthrough and achieve the gold standard for once. Who says someone in his late twenties cannot hope to be fitter than the young punks out there! The only obstacle to achieveing the gold standard is my Standing Board Jump. Well, if that's the case, than train hard I will!

So $400 I come!

Sadden

2007-06-21T04:06:00.003+08:00

Why does the Church of Jesus Christ not learn from history? Why are we human beings so hard of learning and hearing from the voices of the past? Why are we Christians always fighting among ourselves, instead of focusing our attention to fufilling the Great Comission?

Why? Why? Why?

The answer perhaps does not lie with me but with the those who seek only their own interests and not the good of the house of God.

Sadden and angered.

What can I do but continue to be in my place of appointment and pray for the stability of the house of my God.

"Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you."
Matthew 6:33

Back from Camp!

2007-06-21T03:51:00.001+08:00

Though five days have passed since the church retreat, it somehow feels like it's only been yesterday.

Indeed, my instincts have not disappointed me. The Holy Spirit's presence was indeed tangible and His move was unprecedented, since I entered the doors of Agape. I heard His voice speaking to me at every sermon and Dr Kameel was moving in the Spirit. Such was his senstivity to the Holy Spirit that each time he entered the hall, his expression and uneasiness was clear for me to see. I wish for such senstivity to the Holy Spirit's move and leading. I fact, wish is mild. I crave for such a strong spiritual radar. I desire it, not for my own selfish desire and agenda but in order that I will be an useful instrument in the hand of God in impacting my generation.

As I pen down these thoughts, I am reminded that the Retreat is just the beginning and it only serves as a springboard for breaking through into all that heaven has in store for the church and my life.

Indeed, God in doing a pruning work in the hearts of Agapeans and the best is yet to be!

Church Camp!

2007-06-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

Feeling excited even as I type this blog. Tomorrow is the day and it has finally come! My very first church camp in Agape!

I have grown up in church and been to church camps all my life, but this one I believe is going to be different. Even as Pastor was announcing plans for the coming church camp, the excitement was already starting up inside of me. As I sat through the various committee meetings, the excitement was just building up, little by little.

As I prayed for and about the church camp, there was a very postive spirit rising up within me. It's a deep anticipation of what God will be doing in and through this camp. I truely believe that through this camp, reconcilation will be effected, present bonds strengthen, new friendships forged and the Holy Spirit's presence being so tangible. Indeed, the Lord has great plans for Agape and will bring her to a whole new level through this retreat!

Damai Laut I come! Lord my heart is open to all You are going to do in my heart!

Inspired

2007-06-03T01:10:00.001+08:00

Visited Lifeline Youth Ministry today, which is headed by Pastor Adam. It was a outreach event and it started with four rowdy games and was followed by a magic show by one of the youths called Daryl.

Pastor Yeh, came with his youths from Sembawang A/G and youths from the Chinese department of Eternal Life A/G also attended.

The games were especially rowdy and the atmosphere was electricifying, with even the most shy, drawn into the action.

I was really amazed by Daryl's 'magical skills', especially the one that he cause some tissue paper to float in between his hands.

All of the above were just minor in comparision to what I observed among the Lifeliners youths. I noticed that they had transparent attitudes with their leaders and youth pastor. They were candid, submissive and enthusiastic about the ministry itself. There were no such things as cliques among them and they regraded all as equals in the Kingdom of God. Furthermore, when I joined them for fellowship after the program at PS, we chanced upon the youth from my church and they were forthright in extending their hand of friendship to their comtemparies! I was really encouraged.

Overall, I thank the Lord for the hospitality of the Lifeliners youths and Pastor Adam, the great encouragement and inspiration I received just by being among such firebands for Christ!

I am looking forward to join the Lifeliners youths for their celebration service next Saturday!

Truely, it was a visit not to be forgotten and I expect revival to descend upon Lifeline Youth Ministry soon!

P.S. Not forgetting the fact that Pastor Adam mentioned the possibilty of having Agape youths and some other 'weaker' youth ministries coming together to hold a joint youth event! Something worthy to be considered and prayed about! Will bring it up to Matthew and Pastor Koo when the time is ripe!

Encouraged

2007-05-29T01:58:00.001+08:00

Was having an MSN conference with Amos, Ben and Teck Seng earlier.

It was orginally meant to be a discussion for the outing to Ubin this Thursday, and it progressed gradually to 'girl talk' and some 'serious stuff.'

Didn't expect it though. Amos had a word for Ben and I. Was really encouraged as the word that he gave me was a confirmation of the last two Sunday sermons I heard, what the Holy Spirit told me during Saturate and during my personal devotions with God.

Amos told me that I am doing great at what I am already doing at present but not to be complacent at this current level I am already at now. He encouraged me to set my sights on going onto greater heights in my walk with God. He affirmed me on my strong points of being bold and confident and encouraged me to put these to good use. Moreover, he warned me not to be overly confident as pride can easily step in and eat me up.

This is a great example of how we can make use of technology and use it for the glory of God. As we enter a new age, we need to step out of the box and be relevant in utilizing all that technlogical advancements has presented us with, for holy purposes. In doing so, we are reclaiming the lost grounds that Satan has taken for his dark purposes.

At Last

2007-05-29T01:45:00.001+08:00

Hi there!

Guess I am ancient, considering how long I it took me to get into this blog thingy.

But at last, I have entered the Land of Blogging. Guess this is the point of no return now.

So blogging, here I come! Pen my thoughts, voice my inner most thoughts and complain if I feel like to.

Feeling excited already! Gentlemen, start your keyboards!